The magic of her smile~

BLOGGING

2007-12-25T18:41:00.003-08:00

Haven't been blogging for quite a while.
Recent events that happen,last thursday went to watch NATIONAL TREASURE(Book of secrets)and it was so thrilling and exciting.
I've seen part 1 but i have to admit that part 2 is way much better.

Friday went to help in prefectorial.
absolute detest being a runner.
Went up to see daphne and her class.
Saw Mr Wong alot of times(in 1E3 and all)

Saturday
Early christmas celebration in church.
Had 2 pizzas,pasta,drinks and chicken to eat.
Had dessert too.Never took any.
Sovenirs and all.

Sunday+Monday
went to my aunt house to stay overnight for the nxt day christmas party.
Done my science and maths homework.
Slept at 12.30,woke up at 7.45 to finish up the thing.
Party starts at 5.
Been spanked in the butt by my favourite cousins
Got even with them and vowed to get revenge on CNY
Considering they are 19 year olds...lols
Played XBOX with cousins.
Borrowed CDS and all.
Got a lift from my uncle.

Tuesday
Got lots of msgs from friends wishing me merry christmas.
Thought i'm gonna be popular and all.
Just kidding.
Went to AMK hub.
Hav a good time there.

Nothing else to say.
yours truly,
joleneee"my life as a princess..."

BLOGGING

2007-12-25T18:41:00.001-08:00

SICK TO THE CORE!!!

2007-12-18T17:43:00.001-08:00

For four days now,i've been having vomiting,diarhoera and abdominal pains.I'm practically suffering with grief.I don't know why it happen...but i'm starting to think it might be food poisoning or sth.
It all happen on Sat(15/12/07)when i met felicia to go to church..i found that it is probably the apple and cranberry juice that did the trick.Causing me to have diarhoera after that repeatedly.
I could swear that my butt's more then sore.Okay,so it is better now but still....i have to go 2 times to the 24 hrs clinic in the middle of the night.
I couldn't stand the pain.When i went to see the 24hrs clinic the 2nd time two days ago,the doctor say that if the pain never stop or sth...i will have to be send to the hospital!!!can u believe that??!!!HOSPITAL!no way am i going to the hospital to get jabs and all.
I swear the cost of money adds up to $200+ as i seen 3 different doctors,had 1 jab in the butt,doesnt hurt that much but still...it disgust me.
Oh i'm so sad that i cant go out today with my ex-friends to the 6R11 gathering but it seems life not that fair afterall...you gain some,you lose some.i'm just hoping to get up and be healthy by friday at least.Really anxious to guide the sec 1 juniors!
Of course the pain is bad but if i'm positive,i'm sure i'll be better in no time.Those out there who know i am sick and had worry much...thank you.You're really the best.

joleneee

SICK TO THE CORE!!!

2007-12-18T17:43:00.000-08:00

Shut up!

2007-12-09T00:19:00.000-08:00

Went to see my friendster profile today.Found some freaking messages from jean,prisillia and lizhu! i mean whats they're problem anyway? what im doing is my business not theirs right?
WRONG! they had to comment to say about why did i hate it and should have put away/cancel the part where guides SUX...i mean its true right?

Anyway i hate to go into details how angry i am at that moment when i read the comments.Its been decided that i'm going to quit guides when i'm sec 3 that way i'll be able to get my CCA points in place and wont need to face such lame events and more.I know felicia agreed with me too.

Well if it wasnt for the cca points i'll have long ago quit just like tricia did...i mean who cares?people change their preference sometimes right?i think i'm gonna keep my profile to the minimum hate...hope that freaking guides ppl wont try and comment or whatever...

Cause it definately won't work anymore.Guides is on my hate list now.Talking about it makes me wanna puke! i'm gonna keep my criticism to myself least they find out...

jolene"changes are nature..."

Prefects excursions

2007-12-05T18:40:00.000-08:00

on the 4th of december

View of Siloso beach was great...we played many games...i've enjoyed it very much.
Big news!! Ms Neo said that all prefects on probation that come for the trip that day are prefects for next year!!!!Whoopee!i thought i would not have gotten chosen given my results.

But anyway im really grateful...Ms neo seems quite hyper and cheerful throughout the trip.
Its like a different image of her at school.The songs by the sea musical was awesome...its true.
i've even took some videos.hahas.Anyone who wishes to see them can ask me:D

overall i think it was quite a memorable trip.The most funny ppl there are lim shu mei and joyce!
Im am soo motivated by this trip...its WAY WAY better than guides.I hate camps but you know what?i guess im willing to go through it if its the prefects camp!

PREFECTS RAWKS ON!

jolene" miracles could happen..."

REUNITED AGAIN!

2007-11-27T02:38:00.001-08:00

On the 27th of november which is today!
I was reunited with my ex-best friends!!!!
We=(Hui yan,Dawn,Hillary and Me!)
We went to AMK hub....it was very fun and great.
I think that after a few months of not being and seeing each other,we really feel
Quite glad that we've reunited again.
I wish soo much that i could returned to primary school where the days are soo peaceful and all
No jealousy among each other or being envious.
Being together for primary six,i felt myself really enjoying myself as i know that i LOVE my dear friends ever so much after i left primary school.
And that if only time could turn back,i would really liked to be together with them again.
With that i could have turn my choices of school into Holy innocents high...and be with them again.I love you,guys!
But time cant turn backed or stop...we can only look forward and try our best not to lose track of each other so that if we hold on really tight enough..we'll be able to meet each other again.
No offense to the others and all...
I would like to thank and express my gratitude to my beloved and best friends in SKSS:Camille,Justina,Tricia,Felicia and Ying chong.
I love all of you forever and ever cause you're all so special.
I hate SKSS as it is a sucky school....Holy innocents high and bowen are much better.
If i were to be in bowen sec,i would join Dawn in NPCC even though i dun like camps.
With dawn there,i would probably feel more relaxed and oh...ya...GirlGuides suck like hell!
thats all i want to say.
Joleneee"if only time would stop..."

REUNITED AGAIN!

2007-11-27T02:38:00.000-08:00

Escape the heat with me!!!

2007-11-23T22:19:00.000-08:00

On the 23rd of november:
We went kind of late there so cherie ask us to eat lunch first..but we were far from hungry!
We=(daphne,tricia,felicia and Me!)
So we went escape theme park! we were lucky, it turns out that escape theme park are having their 7th year anniversary and that all tickets were at $7 each!!!
Wow,first we went to sit the wet & wild ride...the first slide wasnt that bad but the second one was the 15metres drop down slide!!!!!i was terrified the first time...i scream as loud then water spash down...luckily i wasnt that wet but daphne was..Haha..lucky me!LOLS
Then daphne force me and felicia to the Inverter that went 360 degrees turn upside down!
We had to queue of course..it was long..Once i was up,i regreted it already..i had to close my eyes as i was sooo terrified!!!i wanted to scream but i couldnt....my voice was quite hoarse!
I felt like i was going to drop down everytime! i was extremely worried and i wanted to go back down!Finally afterthat the ordeal was over...i breathe a sigh of relief...
Then we went to sit the flipper!
It was quite fun as we go up,we even made an attempt to scream!then the guy gave us an EXTRA ride more..sooo happy!!!
But already that was late afternoon and we were hungry.so we went to b.k and eat.
Some other details was cut off due to waste of space.
I sat for a couple of rides more then we went for the last game...THE HUNTED HOUSE!!!!!
That was sooo scary...i was holding on to felicia as tight as can be...i tried to look infront all the time and refuse to look at the creatures or the skeleton..i was not as bad as felicia as she spotted
a head being CHOPPED OFF!!
after that we were so relief,we went seperately,me and felicia went back to the chalet.
We had some barberque food in the night then we went home and eat some more..
That all i want to say.
Joleneeee"i wanna fly somemore!"

wow,wild me!

2007-11-23T22:00:00.000-08:00

On the 22th of november:
I went to wild wild wet!!! Its my first time there so you know,i was pretty excited.
My hopes for the event turns out to be more fun then i thought it would be...
I went for the Ular-Ular 2 times!!! at first,i thought it was scary but my friends comforted me
and reassure me that it would be fine but i scream anyway.
Special thanks to
-Ying Qing
-Cherie
-Regina
Without them,the experience would never had been that fun! Thanks you so much!
The best ride of all was the shiok river as the water is so calm and we get to seat on the BIG float!!Daryl and hafifi was really playful..they push me off the float a few times..grrr...so badd.
I went for it 3 times!it was the best.All of us even tried holding hands in a circle as the current push us forward.
Then we went to the Tsunami 2 times,i was swept of my float at the end as the current was sooo fast and pushy!
I didnt tried the sunslide(U-shaped slide)as it was scary!regina scream all the way down with hafifi..she lost the bet as hafifi bet that she would scream first.(we're girls what!)
I didnt tried the waterworks too cause i have a prety good feeling that it scary too!well all i can say is that i really had a fun time there,wish to do it again sometime(:
The lucky thing is that i bought my dinner before it rain which crush the chances of having barberque at the chalet which all my friends was doing.Wahahaha..lol.
okay thats all i wan to say.
TA-TA
joleneee"i wanna go again!!"

Promises without truth~

2007-11-21T16:54:00.000-08:00

In this world,the best thing that happen to me is friendship...The friendship among our friends signifies a bond that at that moment I thought it could last forever...But when you broke your word,i really felt like crying...because now i know that the word "forever" doesnt really appeal sometimes.You broke my heart many times..and i had unwittedly gave you many chances to prove that i was wrong about What i thought you were...and that you were the one who made my life as special as can be.Alas,now i finally know that probably what i see isn't always what i get..and that you never really care about my feelings.I thought you were willing to go through all the things with me because we were the best of friends but as you say those hurtful words that scar my heart ,did you really care about our friendship afterall?was what i always thought of you an illusion or a mirage?Even at times,i've been rejected twice and you regretted it and apologize..did you know at that time my heart was crying out painfully?But even sometimes the words "im sorry.."cannot mend my broken heart....and that i thought you were thoughtful and care for me at all times...you might not know it but you have really left a very great damage upon my heart that will never be calm as peaceful as it had been before.I wonder why,why you started to go haywire that leave my heart scared for life...the emotional damges were really tough to me..now i know that,i really don't feel like forgiving you cause the pain and tears you made me go through...i just want to say its NOT FAIR!The truth hurts..it really hurts...i wish this was not real and that it had been my own nightmare that contributed it.When a friend falls away,the mask is removed...and that the very moment i lost a part of myself that cannot be recovered..I really hate liars..cause they never really mean what they say and that their words continue to hound people...not care but to hurt and cause misery and sorrows in their lives.They were desolated in the grave.When once the skies were a realm of stars,and the sun shone brightly in the summer skies,you were there to share the resolute peacefulness and calmness;But now i stand alone in the midst of the whole thing.And only the darkness remains....Friendship is not a form of happiness always,it seems there will be never-ending conflict and complications,we might all be together and happy today,but someone may take the side of the devil the next,and when that happens our friendship were broken into piecesYou may be bubbly and cheerful the day but now the night has taken all your brightness and your heart poisoned and tainted.The word "forever" is threatened...our relationship might never be the same anymore...You were proud and jealous..you thought that people will side you too..you were naive and always unwilling to admit your wrongdoings.The girl was a snobbish and quite a bragger...she may never tell the truth.She had a foul mouth too.I really want to escape from it...i need a hug and a ressurance that everythings going to be alright.The truth hurts,i wish i never knew and i wish i was ignorant about the whole thing.Now i really know how to decipher the good and the bad.My eyes have widen and i am finally willing to take the step out.

Happie days

2007-11-18T04:27:00.000-08:00

On the 17th of november:
I bought a BIG and CUTE TORTOISE from Mini toons!
The gender:Boy
Reason:The opposites attract!(like north and south poles!):D
To those who know me well enough,u probably know the name of my NEW tortoise!
To camille:its 2 times the size of yours!^^
The name of my New tortoise is............VELLIWELDA IVAN RADCLIFFE!!!!
Reasons of why the name came up:
VELLIWELDA=it just came into my mind(also it sounds nicee!!)
IVAN=MY ROMEO(also my ah di)
RADCLIFFE=daniel's my IDOL!(also the tortoise need a surname!)XD
So TA-DA!
Might be bringing my tortoise to the chalet!!!
To regina:U dun need to worry liao,im not flying off to taiwan or japan already!
REASON=NO FLIGHTS FOR LAST MINUTE BOOKINGS & left are all the sucky airlines like
china airlines or other.T.T
ILURVEMYIVAN!!!!!!!!!!!
On the 18th of november:
I went to REBOND my hair!!!!omqq,it costs $108 man.So ex!
Ok la.Dun exaggerate liao..i know some othe places are still worst.But still over a hundred already cost alot liao leh.
IM SO HAPPIE!
Travel:My mum say maybe next year can go SWITZERLAND!!!^^but got to save money or else cannot go.But if cannot switzerland then japan cuz by that time it wont be that cold and also My mum promise she'll bring me nxt year!
IM SO SAD!
Reason:Cannot go Travel this yearT.Tbut anyway probably i'll get to go NXT YR!
Wish me luck,darlinqs
OK.thats all i want to say!
TA-TA
Joleneeee:D "life just isnt fair...."

The lost friendship

2007-11-13T19:55:00.000-08:00

Like any other kind of love, friendship can be lost within our lives due to neglect or anger or, sometimes, simply circumstances. However it is lost, we often lose a part of ourselves that can never quite be recovered...when the friend falls away, the mask is removed....

On my own, but mostly the savannah,Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,The glistering waters of the high seasOf which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.I looked around but you weren't anywhere...You used to say that you would never die,But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.Now the sea is wild with despair,Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.I saw you at the end,You and I, brother and sister of nature,Brother and sister of heaven and earth,Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,Bitterly falling one after one into a river,Then the river of life turned red in blood.My eyes watched in horror.Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,You disappeared without saying good-bye,Not a word came out of your mouth.You became like desolation in its grave.When once the skies were a realm of stars And the sun shone brightly in summer skies,You were there to share the calmness;But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass.And only the savannah remains.

Promises

2007-11-09T21:54:00.000-08:00

What does promises mean to you?For me..it is something that you share with a person that would not be easily broken.If a person broke her/his promise,wont you be angry and sad??but if the person kept the promise,you'll find your day will go extremely happy,because you will be happy that the person actually remembered and kept the promise.To the unknown person: Thank you for keeping the promise we made!I lurve you^^
XD jolene(aka jojo)

Anti Ong ziying committeee!

2007-11-09T01:53:00.000-08:00

Recounts of the last swimming lesson):
This is not a lie,its the truth!on that fateful day,i was nearly drowned.This was because Ozy pull myy swimming suit down and all of a sudden,water came flowing into my goggles almost blocking out my sight of view.Also i swallowed some water and i choke on it,she of all reason didnt apologize and instead signal me to the side line...i was shocked! there i was gasping for air on my dear life and she couldnt careless about it.She even talk bad about people BEHIND their backs!!!I couldnt believe this is the same girl i met,who is bubbly and strightforward...i guess this means that this is HER true colours.Some of you may say that she may not have been aware of it?but im possitively sure that she knows she was the one who almost did drown me.Though her expression was calm,through out the whole swimming lesson,she refuse to look at me.She tried to be nice of course..but u can see it was all a facade.When we were in the shower,she lent me her soaps ans shampoo,but only after a minute then she say quickly why i so long when i juz went into the shower not too long ago..zzz...im soo angry! X(jojo

Thank you so much!

2007-11-08T19:18:00.000-08:00

Credits goes to
>justina
>camille

Without them,my blog would never have been this nice.
I'm eternally grateful for their help!
This is what true friendship is about...
Helping out those who are in need..

I would like to say that whatever happens i would be on their side forever.
Many thanks for those who had supported me everytime,
You have my gratitude.

XD jolene(aka jojo)